When I found her body I was 34 years old. She had been off the grid too long and I knew something wasn’t right. The lights were all off. The doors locked and I had no working key. The policeman standing beside me couldn’t legally break in because he had no cause. He handed me the tool he used to smash windows and said, “You didn’t get that from me.” I broke in through a side window. Glass shattered on the floor as I climbed in. Thinking to myself, She’s going to kill me if I’m not right.